I can no longer tell if this exhaustion is purely due to the emotional state lately or if it’s the telltale fatigue returning. Sleep is weird, inadequate, not restful. Hopefully it’s resolved soon.
A brief mention of the wanting to move to the US today where N was surprised at how “soon” it all may be realized. A brief mention of whether or not a “break” instead of a breakup might be the best option right now. No decision.
My situation is still unchanged. I need money to start the process, $740 to begin with. Obviously we share the costs but without a job there’s no way I can get that kind of money. And i still need to talk to the family about moving. During Easter hopefully.