I really hope the majority of the drama is over. Had a serious talk with CH, things got mostly resolved and I mostly feel better. It’s going to take some time to get over it completely because feelings were hurt. But I’m glad we did it and it’s good to have it over with and be able to just let it all go finally. This will probably also relieve some of the pressure and drama between me and K. I think a lot of our issues stem from that.
Right now, my main concerns are the following two things: 1. Family talk about moving. 2. Furniture/moving talk with N. Oh, not to mention the dog situation. I need to call the vet one of these days, soon, and talk to them about a putdown; when, how, price etc. I realize that I may have to deal with it on my own because N works. Not sure he can take time off for this. I suppose I’ll try to call them this or next week at the latest.
I had to stop my MS treatment with Tysabri because it turned out I tested positive for the antibodies. I’m seeing my doctor tomorrow to discuss alternatives as well as medical records for the move. Not sure what to expect. No clue which treatment he might suggest. I’m slightly nervous about it – honestly mostly because I worry that I will have problems when I move, in terms of insurance etc. I’ve now gone from Tecfidera to Tysabri to god knows what. But I’ll talk to my doctor about it and see if he has any ideas, tips or suggestions about this.
I need to kick my diet and my project into gear. Time is running out. I have 1.5 months left. So little time! I gotta get this done, and I gotta do it really well. I just have to find a better way to motivate myself and keep reminding myself of where these two things will lead me. That should be more than enough because I’m so fucking excited (and a little bit scared). BUT EXCITED!!