So, it’s past midnight and I’m sitting on the floor in the living room, “celebrating” my EAD all by myself. Not sure when my husband gave up but he did at some point without letting me know. He does that a lot. He does various things without letting me know. I’ve voiced my opinion on it but doesn’t seem to make a difference so far.
So, anyway, here I sit, all by my lonesome. There’s not a plethora of times when it happens, but on and off moments will arise where you realize you don’t really have people. In your life. People that are always there, no matter what. The people in my life seem to be there when it’s convenient for them. What do I do with that? How am I supposed to deal with that? Pretend like no big deal or…speak out? Not bother? My social skills seem inadequate. Or way too harsh/judgy. Not sure what to do anymore.
And honestly, pretty tired of having my shit revealed just like that, without my say. Although I’ve already spoken my mind about it, so really I’m not sure what the confusing part is, if any. Seriously. What the fuck, man.