So. It’s over. No presentation, no degree. Not any time soon anyway. My work sucked due to a serious lack of supervision and help and there was no quick and easy fix. So now I start over with PeO as my other supervisor, he’s gonna help me with the calculation parts. Thank God for that. At least now I know it’ll be a good paper, but it still fucking sucks that this didn’t work out. Not a word of it to my parents, everything’s a go as far as they’re concerned. I’m hoping move+work+California in general will distract them enough. I’m not seeing any problems in getting the project done, I just don’t know when I’ll be able to give a talk on it. But hey, at least it’ll work out eventually. I have a few months to get it done while waiting for visa and work permits and whatnot.
I feel bad and good that it turned out this way. Bad because I feel like I fucked up majorly somehow. Good because at least now it’ll get done properly.
8 DAYS UNTIL MY TRIP!!!
I’m super excited! N is being weird about it. Apparently he wasn’t even planning on being here the day I leave. I guess that says it all. Jesus.
Parents are coming up on Saturday to pick up all my stuff. I’m spending tomorrow carrying all the stuff down from the attic to the basement and fixing the rest of it all. Thursday I have a meeting with both supervisors to figure out the project. I should make sure I write everything down or record the meeting or something. Probably a good idea.
Last week in Sweden now. Not sure how to feel about it. I should call my sister tomorrow.