The love of my life, my best friend, my furry baby…is gone. Worst day of my life thus far. Don’t want to talk about it, too hard. I’m a mess. Some other time perhaps. In other news, N has been shittalking me really badly apparently. So now at least I …
I’m extremely anxious. To make matters worse, my choice of examiner (Calle, who so graciously accepted in a heartbeat) might fall through because the damn examiner group feels like it should be a professor and Calle isn’t one. So now I have to wait for them. Fucking shit. I really …
The date is set and it’s not a happy occasion. Wednesday, May 25, 2PM we go to the vet. I’m crying my eyes out. She’s gonna be gone. As much as I know it’s for her own good, that it’s the best solution, it still hurts. She’s been my best …
The parents talk went as expected, the first couple of days were not great, a lot of drama, guilt and crap in general. Although I have to say that ever since those initial couple of days, things have been…good? Surprisingly good, actually. No drama, no guilt. Every time the topic …
I really hope the majority of the drama is over. Had a serious talk with CH, things got mostly resolved and I mostly feel better. It’s going to take some time to get over it completely because feelings were hurt. But I’m glad we did it and it’s good to …
Today I’m stuck. On articles. News. Possibly unnecessarily so, but I can’t help but react. There’s the ongoing trial involving Anders Behring Breivik where they’re currently discussing where he’s going to end up which will be determined by the nature of the verdict. And the frustration level increases when you …
We ordered a running pack/belt the other week that I tried this morning on my walk with the dog. Great thing to have on walks/runs, it has compartments for treats and poop bags and a carabiner for hanging a water bottle and whatnot. It gets high praises from me for …
