Woke up at midnight. He didn’t even think to wake me up. I was so shocked and upset that I cried for like 10 minutes straight. The rest of the day – utter bullshit. I should have stayed in bed. A mess of feeling shitty, infecting K, ending it in tears. …
I can no longer tell if this exhaustion is purely due to the emotional state lately or if it’s the telltale fatigue returning. Sleep is weird, inadequate, not restful. Hopefully it’s resolved soon. A brief mention of the wanting to move to the US today where N was surprised at …