The parents talk went as expected, the first couple of days were not great, a lot of drama, guilt and crap in general. Although I have to say that ever since those initial couple of days, things have been…good? Surprisingly good, actually. No drama, no guilt. Every time the topic …
Drama over. More or less. He seems to have decided to end it. We’ll see if/when. I’m anxious. This week, tomorrow most likely, I take the next step with my parents where I tell them about me staying in the US. Very anxious about this. It hit me a few …
According to what I see in main, she’s been up half the night and decided to quit. There was a whole wall of text of complaints. I seriously think that a lot of her stress is due to her not being used to working, not knowing the job itself because …
Writing still hasn’t happened. The past 3 nights have been filled with awkward, feeling shitty with K. One night due to me saying I feel like a guest and will never feel like his/their apartment is my home. Second one due to looking at naked ex-pictures which was all ok …
Family gathering weekend was a blast, and for once I was not the epicenter of any drama. Unbelievable! I’m on my second week of Gilenya treatment and it seems to be working just fine – no side effects or anything. The drama is still not fully over – family part …
I really hope the majority of the drama is over. Had a serious talk with CH, things got mostly resolved and I mostly feel better. It’s going to take some time to get over it completely because feelings were hurt. But I’m glad we did it and it’s good to …
Where to begin. The Easter USA talks did not go over very well. Questions arose which made me decide to tell them all about me and N. Suddenly, the USA thing was forgotten and hours were spent on them yelling, calling me names and just really coming down hard on …
The days have been going by slowly. It’s been 3 weeks since I left my other half. 3 weeks that somehow feel like 3 months. The past couple of days have been fairly quiet thank God. There’s been some awkwardness and crap on and off, but still better, a feeling of …
I don’t really know what the overwhelming/most common feeling is these days. It fluctuates too much, too wildly. Conversations are ongoing, good and bad. Yesterday we talked more about the first date with Magdalena and how it went, how it felt, what happened. It seems that it was pretty much …
Almost 8 years…over. Done. We talked and talked, back and forth, trying to figure out what’s going on, why things are so fucked up and ended up realizing for the first time (me, not him) that our relationship hasn’t been a relationship for the past 2 years. At least. He had noticed …