The days have been going by slowly. It’s been 3 weeks since I left my other half. 3 weeks that somehow feel like 3 months. The past couple of days have been fairly quiet thank God. There’s been some awkwardness and crap on and off, but still better, a feeling of closure and improvement.
K and I have started discussing the upcoming plans. Last night he told C about it. That was high-anxiety time for me, mostly because I was worried that her reaction would affect him. Luckily it didn’t seem to. Now, there’s the matter of planning, agreeing and figuring out the details, as well as saving up money. We’ll see how all that goes.
Tomorrow I leave for family time and the opportunity to bring up the whole USA thing. Nervous. Not looking forward to that or to my last night with K. Looking forward to time without N though.