I feel like I want to cry and scream, I’m so frustrated right now. I contacted one of my old professors to be examiner and she sounded positive to the idea but now I get an email saying she can’t because my IDIOT supervisor is apparently trying to get Calle (my 1st …
The love of my life, my best friend, my furry baby…is gone. Worst day of my life thus far. Don’t want to talk about it, too hard. I’m a mess. Some other time perhaps. In other news, N has been shittalking me really badly apparently. So now at least I …
I’m extremely anxious. To make matters worse, my choice of examiner (Calle, who so graciously accepted in a heartbeat) might fall through because the damn examiner group feels like it should be a professor and Calle isn’t one. So now I have to wait for them. Fucking shit. I really …
I completely lost my shit today. Worst day ever. Firstly, N announces, out of the blue, as he’s making dinner: “Oh by the way, Kim is on webcam just FYI.” Talk about having a ton of bricks dropped on my head. This made me so ridiculously uncomfortable in my own skin …
The date is set and it’s not a happy occasion. Wednesday, May 25, 2PM we go to the vet. I’m crying my eyes out. She’s gonna be gone. As much as I know it’s for her own good, that it’s the best solution, it still hurts. She’s been my best …
My weird mood passed after spending a few hours organizing our stories. I had an idea. I’m making a book, as a gift for K. Printing our stories etc. I even wrote a new one. Doing that got me out of my mood and into a good one, at least …
I’m tired. Not due to a lack of sleep. I’m tired of weird moods and today I’m in a weird mood. Everything bothers me. It’s like a weird mix of irritated, sad, resentful, lonely. I think part of it is the always-present sense that everyone is out there living their …
The parents talk went as expected, the first couple of days were not great, a lot of drama, guilt and crap in general. Although I have to say that ever since those initial couple of days, things have been…good? Surprisingly good, actually. No drama, no guilt. Every time the topic …
Drama over. More or less. He seems to have decided to end it. We’ll see if/when. I’m anxious. This week, tomorrow most likely, I take the next step with my parents where I tell them about me staying in the US. Very anxious about this. It hit me a few …
According to what I see in main, she’s been up half the night and decided to quit. There was a whole wall of text of complaints. I seriously think that a lot of her stress is due to her not being used to working, not knowing the job itself because …