I can no longer tell if this exhaustion is purely due to the emotional state lately or if it’s the telltale fatigue returning. Sleep is weird, inadequate, not restful. Hopefully it’s resolved soon. A brief mention of the wanting to move to the US today where N was surprised at …
Things are still messy. I don’t see that changing drastically until things change drastically. I’m still sad/down mostly but at least there are a few moments of normal here and there.
Some good news today: N finally got a job. About damn time. Crappy pay but still better than where he’s at now. He’s nervous but excited to start on April 4. I’m very happy for him, he needs this.
Oh apparently there is also a woman of interest on Tinder. Very exciting to see where that goes.
Today has been… I don’t even know what. I’ve been exhausted all day. Mom has been calling because she’s worried about me being tired from antihistamines. Even though she knows they make you tired. Apparently my health still freaks her out. I don’t think that’s ever going to change. Anyway, I woke …
Still not ready to go into details about the trip. My mood is like a yoyo. I haven’t had one whole entire day be good since I came back. Why am I not ready? Partially because of sadness. Most of the time I’m grieving a loss, it seems. And even …
It’s been over a year. To be fair, I kept it going for a while online until I recently decided that I missed the writing itself. A lot of things have changed and yet, a lot is still the same. We moved, April of 2015. All of a sudden, we …