Parents came and went. All in all, it went smoothly, although I suspect my mom is in tears in the car right now. The apartment feels a tad bit more empty. Not sure if that’s more of a psychological thing or that it actually is more empty. I guess, technically it …
I guilted my mom right back after that obnoxious email of hers and she apologized and realized she was being an ass. So there’s that. On the other hand, there is yet again conflict with K, although this time it’s all on him being an ass. He was saying yesterday …
You know, one of these days I’d really like to write something all good in this thing. Every time things start looking up, something inevitably happens. I’m so sick of it. My mom sent me an email in the middle of the night last night, going back to complaining and guilting …
So. It’s over. No presentation, no degree. Not any time soon anyway. My work sucked due to a serious lack of supervision and help and there was no quick and easy fix. So now I start over with PeO as my other supervisor, he’s gonna help me with the calculation …
My weird mood passed after spending a few hours organizing our stories. I had an idea. I’m making a book, as a gift for K. Printing our stories etc. I even wrote a new one. Doing that got me out of my mood and into a good one, at least …
I’m tired. Not due to a lack of sleep. I’m tired of weird moods and today I’m in a weird mood. Everything bothers me. It’s like a weird mix of irritated, sad, resentful, lonely. I think part of it is the always-present sense that everyone is out there living their …
The parents talk went as expected, the first couple of days were not great, a lot of drama, guilt and crap in general. Although I have to say that ever since those initial couple of days, things have been…good? Surprisingly good, actually. No drama, no guilt. Every time the topic …
According to what I see in main, she’s been up half the night and decided to quit. There was a whole wall of text of complaints. I seriously think that a lot of her stress is due to her not being used to working, not knowing the job itself because …
Writing still hasn’t happened. The past 3 nights have been filled with awkward, feeling shitty with K. One night due to me saying I feel like a guest and will never feel like his/their apartment is my home. Second one due to looking at naked ex-pictures which was all ok …
Family gathering weekend was a blast, and for once I was not the epicenter of any drama. Unbelievable! I’m on my second week of Gilenya treatment and it seems to be working just fine – no side effects or anything. The drama is still not fully over – family part …