I hate my brain. I hate my insecurities. I hate that I’m bothered by the “first thing in the morning, last thing before bedtime” whatsapp conversations, the almost daily “I miss you”-s, the nicknames that I never got and how insignificant it makes me feel despite me having all I …
I’m tired. Not due to a lack of sleep. I’m tired of weird moods and today I’m in a weird mood. Everything bothers me. It’s like a weird mix of irritated, sad, resentful, lonely. I think part of it is the always-present sense that everyone is out there living their …
It’s been a slow day today. It’s grey and raining outside which adds to the listlessness. I should be doing assignments, I have three left, but I just don’t want to. I also should get back to the office, but I kinda don’t want to do that either. Instead I …
Today I somehow feel like I want to disappear, start all over again, become someone else. Everyday life right now feels dreadful.