I’ve gone online.
Still no receipt.
Frustrated with husband.
Waiting sucks.
Statuses
Not all is crap all the time, you know
Things are still messy. I don’t see that changing drastically until things change drastically. I’m still sad/down mostly but at least there are a few moments of normal here and there.
Some good news today: N finally got a job. About damn time. Crappy pay but still better than where he’s at now. He’s nervous but excited to start on April 4. I’m very happy for him, he needs this.
Oh apparently there is also a woman of interest on Tinder. Very exciting to see where that goes.
So fucking over everything right now
I need a vacation. Preferably somewhere far away from everything, a cabin in the woods or something. I can’t deal with life anymore.
Oh and by the way
I’ve finally gotten my computer back. Apparently it was the CPU that was the issue. It’s nice to finally know what the problem was. Although I had already kinda gotten used to not having it so it’s a little weird now. Interesting how fast things change, huh.
A bit fed up
Today I somehow feel like I want to disappear, start all over again, become someone else. Everyday life right now feels dreadful.